First Time for Everything - Christmas Concert 2021
Today is my first Christmas concert of my teaching career! With COVID, our school is doing a pre-recorded version to share with our entire school. I spent my whole week dreading today! I was so anxious about how the kids would perform, how I would perform, what people would think about our performances.... I have some thoughts that I want to take into account for next year.
START SOONER
Catch me racing the week of November 22nd, finally deciding on a theme for the concert.... I have learned that is a little too late! I didn't realize so many classrooms would want to get involved with the creation of the concert! We have a ton of Nutcracker art pieces for decoration in the room, there was talk of students creating a back drop, other classrooms (who I don't teach) wanted to be involved... I hadn't considered any of these things! So when I didn't have a theme chosen, I didn't know what to tell all these people (and students!). I think next year, I would like to have a theme/idea by Halloween, so every class who wants to be involved has time to create and be prepared. Most of my classes were able to handle their part of the concert which was good, but I wish I gave some classes more time - especially those who got really tricky parts. They did their best performance, and I want them to feel proud about all the work they put in!
THERE'S A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING
Is the Christmas concert a big responsibility? Yes! But, think of the hard work the students (and myself!) have put into it! I was so anxious leading up to this day, and I had dreams about it every night. Something was going wrong, some one was missing, the camera crew didn't show up... All these ideas entered my head at night. I'm hoping that now that I've gotten my first concert out of the way, next year I will feel more confident and not so anxious. One of my students in our first performance this morning, said to me "I am so nervous" as he was going up the stairs, and I felt the same way! All I said was that it was totally normal to feel nervous, and I was so proud of all the work that they have put into their performance. I want next year me to remember that anxiety is normal, and as soon as I see the kids it will melt away...
THEY'LL LOVE IT
Kids don't have to be "perfect". As a musician, of course, I practice for perfection, and it will never be perfect. I felt such pressure to have a PERFECT concert with PERFECT kids and PERFECT decorations.... But once I got working with the kids, the stress about being perfect went away. Things don't have to be perfect to be appreciated. I am so proud of all the work my kids have done, and if this is how I feel, I can imagine their parents must be even MORE proud! Even if it is not a perfect performance, they will LOVE it!
Have a Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays, and a Happy New Year!! Thanks for reading!
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